I’m so restless at night. That is when I do all my thinking, and it probably one of the most unhealthy things that I could do. I think of all the things that could happen in the future, the things that could happen right now. Everything.I think of the times that you tell me you love me and that you want me forever, but then I think of the times where you get so angry with me that you don’t want to talk to me. I think of that night that I want to take back forever because of all the scars that it has left me with, mentally and physically. I think of how much you mean to me, and how much it scares me that you have all the power in the world to crush every bit of my being because I love you with every ounce of myself. These are the things that make me toss and turn at night. The only cure for it all is for you to be right there next to me to tell me that everything will be okay and that I have nothing to worry about. That is all I want. That is all I need.
Fuck this. Like seriously
I’m so mentally exhausted from all this
Oh the things I’d do just to hear your voice..